We are given gifts of the Spirit, but tend to use them for our own purposes. You know, anything else but the edifying of the Kingdom. You can sing, but you are not singing on choir. You can play an instrument, but you are playing in clubs/bars. You can write music, but only write for your own pleasure. You can teach but don't teach the gospel to available listeners. You can dance, but don't dance during worship (praise dance/shout). You can speak, but have a closed mouth during every service (no Halleluiah's or announcements). You can pray, but only pray for unfavorable situations to go away in your own life. And the list goes on and on.
So, you wonder why you are not being blessed with a spiritual fatness. Yes I made up a word...lol. But it is true. You aren't working, then you aren't eating. Yea, yea you have a 9-5 and feel like the work in the Kingdom should be left to the 'holier than thou' crowd. I beg to differ. God made us different because there are different jobs for each of us in the Kingdom.
Get to work and see how you can Spiritually be Blessed. I promise there will be leftovers for sharing!